stop this beat is killing me

Oh I want Spring like I want air to breathe.

I call this one Blue Steel
Posted this to torture myself 'cause I've got none right now.

Appropriate or not, like it or not, you're doing your own thing so I
shall do mine, and that is be neked on the interwebs. Sorry but not.

Had an awsome night. Woke up too early. About to pass out on my keyboard. Supremely pissed off.

I love Queen but the radio plays Fat Bottomed Girls wayyy too much.

I'm so gross right now I'm starting to like some top 40's pop music I feel like a douche.

Out of smokes. Broke till Thursday then broke again because I can't stop shopping fuck. Oh well. I hate Nicorette.

I miss my home.

Found out my bro and I both have the same guilty pleasure band - Savage Garden

Who hates waiting? Raise your hands.

So cool story I got a coffee at 3 AM and coffee enhances my mania so so very much so stayed up till 6:30 AM then woke up at about 10 I think. I'm a bad story teller I didn't need to tell you that though, Captain Obvious to the rescue!

Ate and ate and ate so much the past 5 days but still haven't gained a pound, still 110 I had manic munchies last night so bad, I ate Miss Vickies' chili or pepper and sour cream something or other kind of chips with tzatziki or what ever I'm too lazy to google the spelling.

Is everything made to be broken? Feels like it.

Pneumonia going away, last day of horse pill antibiotics thank fuck.

so brain dead atm.

Perfect lyrics for you, "keep on building the lies that you make up for all that you lack." Perfect lyrics for me.

memememememeemememmememmememe

Being back in Prince George brings back a lot of bad memories, at 15 haden't seen my father or grandfather in oh 5 or so years. Gandpappy was dying in the hospital. I tried to kill myself in the hotel I was staying in. 15 and just by a hair almost spent Christmas alone in a hotel . He died Christmas eve morning. Same hotel my mother and I stayed in a while ago after she decided to go behind my back and spill my biggest secret to my father.

Finally met ONE person last night who liked my stupid honest candor, no one likes it. I don't even like it.

k fucking nap times dudes.

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