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Tuesday, October 12, 2010

one bourbon, one scotch, and one beer

Really unhappy right now.
Really manic right now.
Gained 7 lbs and on my small 5'3" frame it look like it might as well be 20 lbs. So petty but I am very upset about it.
Having had an eating disorder a few years ago gaining weight is akin to losing something you hold dear.
Eating disorders and the mentality gained by having one never goes away completely.
Dont think I am going to blog anymore, no not because I gained weight.
It's personal.


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